When did you connect with your sexuality?
I was about 13 and I realised that my shower head did insane things if it touched me.
Perhaps that wasn’t just my sexuality, but it was when I learned to manipulate my own arousal. Sexuality must have appeared with the butterflies at about 11. Finding someone beautiful in a way I wouldn’t be able to explain at that age and I remember being unafraid of exploring what it all meant. I remember thinking girls were sexy too, I think I was young because I got my period at 11 and I would have been inquisitive before my menstruation started.
What is your mantra?
Be kind, love hard, and throw up if you need to.
The three most beautiful things in the world?
1. My mother’s love.
I think there’s no such thing as selfless and sensual. She teaches us to cry in her lap, to self soothe, to be confident and I don’t think I could be the woman today without her. I don’t think many of us could enjoy the beauty of care and love if she wasn’t there to teach us in the first place.
2. Music.
As a music artist that feels obvious, but I remember being a child and falling in love with certain songs and thinking they were the best most joyous pieces of music. I still feel it today when I hear a piece of music that I like, I get a rush in my blood that is unlike any drug or obsession. Must is a cultural artefact that will tell the aliens in millions of year that we did in fact exist. That we loved that we fucked that we cried and that we partied. It will all be there in the music.
3. My lovers laughter.
I’m a Libra and I’m eastern European haha so feeling feminine and being told I’m beautiful is very important for me, however one thing even more satisfying than someone noticing my beauty is them seeing my sharp intellect. My boyfriend Beanie is very much like me and my favourite thing about our love is how much we laugh together. When I make a cunning joke and tell a good story and he laughs is like my best daily achievement it’s beautiful hearing him laugh. Hearing people you love laugh is the most beautiful sexiest thing ❤️.
When was the last time you cried?
Everyday. At least almost.
I have lost a lot this year, I lost my brother and my family separated leaving my mother crushed and it broke my heart too and I can’t hide that. By crying and releasing all my feelings I don’t let them poison me. Instead I process all of my feelings and know that I cry because I care. I could cry at a song, a photograph, a story or even Netflix. I’m a cry baby and I think it’s why I’m an artist. I have all these deep feelings within me and when I feel sensitive I project it onto something else and give myself the space just to breathe.
When was the last time you wanted to make love and couldn’t?
Sigh, my partner goes on tour a lot as he is also a touring musician. Sometimes the separation is horrible and even masturbation isn’t quite enough. I’m old school and grew up on porn but I love a bit of danger, I like it rough I like it hard I want to feel small and powerless on purpose I think they call it power bottom in queer culture. October was pretty dry we weren’t in the same country much so it’s nice to be back together and play with each other. Life can be exhausting and romance requires time and effort!
What is the strangest place where you made love?
The back of a car in Malibu beach, a rooftop hot tub in Marbella, Major Toms studio in Hoxton haha. I think I’m quite tame in terms of where I enjoy sex I think I prefer a bed. We could use other exciting techniques, I love a self cam or some toys but I am way too private for someone to see my whole pussyhole in public.
A book that changed your life?
Norwegian Wood by Murakami
Also 11 Minutes by Coelho
and The Color Purple by Alice Walker
And Delta of Venus by Anais Nin.
I read all 4 while I was still at school I was fixated on desire and the perimeters of it as I think I was dealing with guilt of being a hyper sexual teenager who had big breasts and was told by her mother not to hug the boys and whatever else.
Learning about sexual experiences both good and bad was also healing in my experience as I was raped at 13 and lost my virginity to rape. Reading stories of sexual assault and strong female leads taught me that our traumas do not define us, they’re simply factors of the cruel world we live in.
Sexual liberation is a very important factor in showing how far a society has evolved. Consent is king.
A record?
Erykah Badu Mammas Gun
Jennifer Lopez On the 6
Shakiras Laundry Service
Oh I could go on. But I love a strong empowered woman who understands her own culture and her own vibration. I think being a woman is the sexiest expression so I love music that reminds me to shake my hips and move my body and be present in my femininity.
Where do you find your inspiration for your music?
Desire desire desire. Desire for sex , desire for money, desire for success, desire to be taken seriously. I think a lot of my music comes out of moments of longing when you’re still hungry for something and your wishes are not satisfied. The best stories are always true at least to a degree. Nothing is more pungent and delicious than the truth. That’s why I gotta live so hard so I can have something to write about , travel is good for that. Reflection too!
Do you have a muse?
No I think I like the idea of incubus more. Creativity already exists in the heavens and we humans are simply antennas. Nothing I make belongs to me, it belongs to humanity I am simply the vehicle to deliver it. That’s why I take my craft so seriously and want to keep getting better at writing and singing so u can give these ideas the best shot they have to reach the right people.
What was your last life - climax moment?
Haha a good question. I wrote a song about everything my family has been through and we’re competing in Latvia for a chance to go to Eurovision with that song. I’m not dead set on winning I just want to perform and share music , but my brother said I put crack in the song. Making my loved ones proud that’s always the best.
Otherwise I really enjoyed shooting for the Odessa collection! I have partaken in some forms of sex work in the past and I enjoy kink and I find this space very relieving because it kills all my shame. That’s amazing. I want to just be free as I am , in this body in this lifetime with all my goofy sexy caring personality. I’m a party girl I love to make people laugh and I want to make people wet and hard and happy. I want to make someone feel something. It’s like magic to me: to make people feel.
Watch the full photo shoot on our 🩵 OF 🩵 page.
